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Sunday, November 15th, 2009
megyal	8:10a	GOOD DAY, BANDOM/RPS FOLKS ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Current Mood: giggly (24 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 13th, 2009
mock_the_stupid [ esprix ]	3:44p	Stupidity on "Ellen" As seen on Ellen: Ellen: H-2-O is better known as what? Contestant: Blackjack? 21? Fortnately, the game is called "Know Or Go," and if you get the question wrong, you "go" when Ellen presses a button and you drop through a trap door. This contestant was the first to get a question wrong, so she was completely shocked when Ellen did just that. Don't you wish you could do that in real life? :D (Alas, Ellen didn't catch herself earlier when she asked, "What state is New Orleans in?" and the same contestant answered, "New Orleans?" She let it slide and just moved on to the next question.) Current Mood: amused (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 14th, 2009
mock_the_stupid [ opalcat ]	7:50p	The terrors of living in the inner city: The' Meep' Danvers High School says students can’t say ‘meep’ A quote from the article in the Boston Herald: The Salem News reported Principal Thomas Murray banned the word after school officials got wind of a student plan brewing on Facebook to stage a major disruption on school grounds using the “meep.” Thank god they're protecting us, and the children! ( full article here, in case it goes poof ) (59 Comments |Comment on this)
boy_touching [ ghostofwords ]	6:39p	Thanks. ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (39 Comments |Comment on this)
megyal	6:22p	thanks for the memes ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Current Mood: sick Current Music: iCarly (12 Comments |Comment on this)
dotcoms_refresh [ dotcoms_bot ]	8:46a	Bandom News: November 14, 2009 FICTION Cobra Starship - ihrtangusyoung: Third Verse (Same as the First) m • 4,382 words (Gabe/Patrick, PG-13) [FOB, CS] Fall Out Boy - romanticalgirl: Untitled m • 930 words (scroll down) (Mikey/Pete, NotRated) [MCR, FOB] - ihrtangusyoung: Third Verse (Same as the First) m • 4,382 words (Gabe/Patrick, PG-13) [FOB, CS] - coricomile: Bedroom Talk m • 1,803 words (Patrick/Pete, NC-17) My Chemical Romance - romanticalgirl: Untitled m • 930 words (scroll down) (Mikey/Pete, NotRated) [MCR, FOB] - why_am_i: For The Love Of Pandora m • 1,969 words (Gen, PG) - epicwincookies: The First Day Of His Life m • 927 words (Frank/Gerard, PG) - dancinbutterfly: Big Hands I Know You're the One m • 1,817 words (Mikey/Ray, NC-17) - mahoni: Jersey Shore m • ~890 words (Bob/Gerard, PG) Panic At The Disco - liebe_neu: to fix the twist in you m • 590 words (Gen, NotRated) - sekkritbandomlj: Weird Kid Ross m • 3,888 words (TheYoungVeins, Gen, NotRated) - sundaydriver: There Are All Sorts Of Denial m • 1,004 words (Brendon/Spencer, PG) - x_luvjwalk5: Where The Lines Overlap m • 1,276 words (Jon/Ryan, NC-17) - vegasskylines: Without A Trace m • 2,406 words (Brendon/Ryan, G) The Cab - dimmingdivine: Wake Up, We've Got a Song to Sing m • 1,071 words (Bryan/Marshall, PG) The Dresden Dolls - mywholecry: how secretly you've come m • 1,500 words (Amanda/NeilGaiman, PG-13) The Used - thebunnyknows: Not Quite An Alley m • 1,261 words (Dan/Jepha, NC-17) RECS - handbasketnews: Wednesday-Thursday, November 11-12, 2009 m • [PATD, MCR] - list50: Can't Get Enough of You(r Love): ~3 Bandom recs • (AshleeSimpson) [PATD, THS, MCR, MSI, FOB] CHALLENGES - i_gota_rock: MULTI-FANDOM ANONYMOUS PORN MEME!! ♥ m CONCERT REPORTS - camiilovespanic: Panic in Chile m • [PATD] - bittersweetrick: Panic's performance in Brazil. 11.08.2009 m • [PATD] MISCELLANEOUS - theusedpicspam: mod post m - xmas_rocks: assignments mailed! m - rarebandom: Laying it all out m - bandfandom_ref: A quickie on Gerard Way (parents) m • [MCR] - fobvampirehunt: An AIM vampire RP m - bandfandom_ref: Does anyone know how tall Michael Guy Chislett is? m Please send us your bandom links! Comment on this post, tag a link in delicious.com with a "for:dotcoms_refresh" tag, or send an email with subject line "Newsletter Submission" to: dotcoms.refresh @ gmail.com (2 Comments |Comment on this)
askheychris	4:18a	Battle plans for future histories 1993. “It’s over.” I said. There was a pause, a rise in the visual intensity level behind her eyes and a swift punch to my jaw. I walked back to my car sobbing like my lungs were too small. I slammed my fists down and down and down on the steering wheel and screamed to every living thing, “I will never allow myself to be hurt again. I swear to fucking God.” 2001. “Are you sure you want to do this?” “Yes.” And she walked out. I sat on the armrest of my couch and let the tears slowly run down my face and on to the carpet. I was a sad sight and I knew it. So I set up a camera to capture just how low and pathetic I allowed myself to become. 2002. “Fuck you,” she said and slammed the door. I stepped on the gas and thought about racing into oncoming traffic. It would be fast and I’m sure I wouldn’t feel much. I felt the slow creep of death overtake the next month. 2006. “One day we will greet each other with a handshake.” I let go first, held her face and kissed her lips. And walked out. I never died. The air came to my lungs, the words returned to my fingers and my face repaired itself with a smile. I rarely bother anyone with the details – I need to know I can do this alone. It tempers me, it makes me stronger. And if I just keep my head down and keep walking, I know – I am absolutely fucking positive – that time will do its job. I pass people on the street and am certain that each and every last one of them has felt hands squeeze and attempt to crush their motivation, their will to live and the light behind their smile. I know that each and every last one of them has cried over loss. And I look at each and every last one of them as an example of perseverance and survival. I am only alive because you still know how to smile. 2009. DEMONSTRATIVE MONSTERS pre-sale begins 11.17.09: 3am chicago time. 8pm sydney, australia time. 9am london, england time. 150 copies ever. hardcover. $60us/67can/72world. ppd. Current Music: warren g - regulators. (20 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 13th, 2009
megyal	10:21p	bottom_draco fest fic: "Shall we descend once more, my Hades" ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Current Music: Underworld (6 Comments |Comment on this)
megyal	4:25p	Lay a song on the air [6/10] ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (17 Comments |Comment on this)
dotcoms_refresh [ dotcoms_bot ]	4:37p	Bandom News: November 12, 2009 FICTION Panic At The Disco - meiloslyther: The Things We Do m • 2,014 words (Ryan/ZackHall, R) - andsparkles: as the source of dreams m • 10.175 words (Brendon/Spencer, Brendon/Ryan, NC-17) - randomepiphany: Shaken m • 2,055 words (Brendon/Spencer, NC-17) - neery: Tease m • 4,000 words (Brendon/Ryan, NC-17) The Hush Sound - k9_time_puppy: It Was The Middle Of Summer (In Texas) m • 1,102 words (TheSecretHandshake, Greta/LuisDebuc, G) ART AND COMICS - frerardislove: (De)Motivational Poster Band Picspam m - sekkritbandomlj: Mandy vs. Bandom 158 m - mistersandbox: MCR fanart in a multifandom/original art post m • [MCR] RECS - beachan18_recs: 7 PATD Recs m • [PATD] CHALLENGES - micolerose: KISSING MEME! m PICSPAMS - saint_sorrows: Dan Whitesides picspam m • [TU] - onetouchspark: Jeph Howard picspam m • [TU] Please send us your bandom links! Comment on this post, tag a link in delicious.com with a "for:dotcoms_refresh" tag, or send an email with subject line "Newsletter Submission" to: dotcoms.refresh @ gmail.com (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 12th, 2009
thecab_fbr [ canadiankracka ]	5:27p	new merch! the pic is a link to the FBR store Current Mood: accomplished (5 Comments |Comment on this)
i_hates_you [ murderofonerose ]	12:27p	Essays are hard. ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) (12 Comments |Comment on this)
megyal	9:29a	So basically, here's how you win and fail at the same time ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Current Mood: ditzy (33 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 11th, 2009
cabfic [ dimmingdivine ]	10:58p	Wake Up, We've Got a Song to Sing ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 12th, 2009
minna	1:44p	DDDDD: Started the Centrelink process. Apparently the wait period is 8 weeks, but I'm not that hideously far off, and it looks like they'll waive it in lieu of the disgusting travel times anyway \o/ Sarina Russo appointment tomorrow >:( which means I've got to get my resume printed. Thinking I should pseudo-interview it, dress up and all that jazz. Why you gotta hate me, summer :( lol gonna die of heat exhaustion :( :( (4 Comments |Comment on this)
dotcoms_refresh [ dotcoms_bot ]	9:21p	Bandom News: November 11, 2009 FICTION Cobra Starship - touchsomeonexx: Your Sun Dress Reflects in The Headlight Glow m • 1,381 words (Gabe/William, PG-13) [CS, TAI] My Chemical Romance - liescontinue: Snap A Shot With The Lens m • ~3,000 words (Frank/Gerard, PG-13) - maryangel: Happiness is a warm puppy • 2,045 words (Frank/Gerard, NotRated) Panic At The Disco - brandywine422: creeps • 4,623 words (NoPairing, PG-13) - brandywine422: this • 13,703 words (Brendon/Jon, R) - brandywine422: -beginnings- / -middles- / -ends- • 51,700 words (Brendon/Spencer, R) - fuzzyniffler: Remember m • 655 words (NoPairing, PG) The Academy Is - touchsomeonexx: Your Sun Dress Reflects in The Headlight Glow m • 1,381 words (Gabe/William, PG-13) [CS, TAI] ART AND COMICS - thegaystarfish: Untitled m • (Frank/Gerard, NotRated) [MCR] ICONS AND GRAPHICS - sundayknickers: 24 MCR/Frank Iero icons m • [MCR] RECS - handbasketnews: 4 bandom Recs m - handbasketnews: 3 Bandom Recs m CHALLENGES - bandomkinkmeme: New Anonymous Bandom Kink Meme Comm m - we_are_cities: Paradise never left m PICSPAMS - xmexandxyoux: Bandom Appreciation Post! m • [THS, Empires, CS, MCR, MSI, TAI, PATD, FOB] - theusedpicspam: spam numero uno m • [TU] MISCELLANEOUS - theusedpicspam: New The Used Picspam Comm m Please send us your bandom links! Comment on this post, tag a link in delicious.com with a "for:dotcoms_refresh" tag, or send an email with subject line "Newsletter Submission" to: dotcoms.refresh @ gmail.com (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 11th, 2009
mock_the_stupid [ jenny0 ]	12:57p	I don't think you know what that word means... If I've overheard this once, I can't even imagine how many times the actual parents have had to deal with the stupid.  At a street fair last Friday, I was talking to an acquaintance with triplets.  A stranger came up:  Stranger: "Aww, how cute!  Are they triplets?" Mom: "Yes." Stranger: "Were they born on the same day?" My Brain: *breaks* (78 Comments |Comment on this)
megyal	7:39p	Deeps' Birthday is for a go! ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (11 Comments |Comment on this)
thecab_fbr [ hpfan6 ]	4:01p	I have the whole FoE chat ripped in ipod/mp4 format if anyone wants it? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
megyal	2:07p	FIC: "Mind's Ear" | Naruto fandom | Kakashi+Iruka ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (21 Comments |Comment on this)
askheychris	3:15a	apologies in advance. fine. fuck it. youll get me at a moment of weakness. i can already feel the "you're going to regret this in the morning," but fuck it. you can sit all day online and read about peoples sadness of breakups. the post sensitive-artist drivel that pours out of their mouths and on to blogs around the world. there certainly is no shortage of that. and god, you certainly dont need to read that. but truthfully, i havent felt much. its as if its not really happening. i havent cried or even felt the urge to. which is strange since i have lost it after ending things with girls i barely even cared about. maybe most of those were about the fear of being alone but i think im actually pretty okay with being with me and my head. and really, i have so many of you to thank for it. the more you go around talking about things, the more you learn coping skills. well, thats what the doctor said on the documentary i watched a few nights ago about people who survived plane crashes. but i think the emotions i placed on breakups back then were really misdirected because i simply didnt want to be alone. but this time is different. oh, listen to the cliches already. see, i havent mourned. i havent opened up. every last person who has asked me what happened i have told them, "it was just that time,"... which really is just bullshit. its no reason. its the reason you give when you dont want to go into just how badly the other person wrecked you. when asked, "how are you doing?" i have responded, "im fine," no less than 100 times in the past day. i truly am stoked that i would have so many people out there willing to listen to me. i am thankful of this every waking hour. but this thing, like all breakups, is done alone. you can talk all you like but no one holds your hand while the thoughts of that person making out with someone new race through your head at 3:18am. no one is there when you realize you will never hear that laugh or feel her hands as she played with your hair or the way she depended on you. because it was awesome that she depended upon you. because it made it feel real. fuck all the psychological bullshit about it being unhealthy, it was rad when she looked to me for advice. it was rad to know someone who truly knew me. me. not the funny me, or the writer me, or the internet me, or the pizza guy me... but the me who likes putting my feet on the bottoms of your feet. the me who would just stare at you from across the room even after three years and just watch you yell at a computer screen and think it was more adorable than kittens. the me who thought you were funnier than anyone and everyone combined. the me who thought you were "cool", like fucking cool. the me who loved the smell of your dirty hair. the me who found it endearing when i saw your dirty underwear. because thats how real it was. more real than any of them combined. (no offense to those who still read this) and sure, maybe its fucked up that i still wake up with a smile. i eat just fine and go about my day. i laugh and order food and get tea with friends and shop and my life hasnt missed a beat. not a skip. not a moment staring at a blank wall. and that sucks. because i know what that means. it means that i am not prepared for this type of devastation. my brain and heart have not come up against anything like this and they are shutting down. like preparing for hypothermia, they are shutting down parts of my body to protect my core. but its only a matter of time before the bomb drops. before the cold takes over and i feel it. i know what wreckage feels like and if i hold my breath and pretend its not happening, its not happening. but see i have taken it all and walked away from: 5.5, 3.5, 5, and 3.5 year relationships. yeah, add it up. none. none have come close. none WILL come close to this level of devastation. you know i talk to girls now and it feels hollow. i say the words and play the game and none of it is real. my mouth moves and my brain is just shaking its head from side to side in disappointment. its all words. its all well put together phrases designed to evoke a response. wanna see? "you look adorable today. i love what you did with your eyeshadow." instant smile. its not a lie... but i know what im doing. i wouldnt say it if i didnt mean it but i also know what emotion it evokes. its like i have been cursed because i have studied how to speak to people, how to captivate peoples attention and how to write the words. again, they arent lies. but they are intentional. i hate this. right now. i hate the fact that i never had to pull any of that bullshit with her when i did with every last girl i even kissed. and you know, its a fucking embarrassingly long list. and not once, well maybe in the very very beginning, but never did i pull that bullshit with her. you know why, because she called me on it. for all the shit i talked she was beyond brilliant with a bullshit meter that could tell the future. and i needed that. i needed someone to call me on my shit. because no one ever did. and yeah, maybe it was messed up and dysfunctional and messy but fuck it was real. so ill fall asleep just fine tonight, just like i have for the last week. no worse sleep than usual. no staying up late pouring words into some secret journal. no bad mouthing her to my friends and no spontaneous bursts of sobbing. and thats fucked. because i know its coming. more than it ever has before, its coming... sweet, just in time for my birthday on tuesday, the release of a new book, thanksgiving and maybe even christmas. so yeah, things are "fine" right now. but they wont be. hey, you said you wanted to listen. 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Tuesday, November 10th, 2009
dotcoms_refresh [ dotcoms_bot ]	11:42p	Bandom News: November 10, 2009 FICTION My Chemical Romance - allyndra and dancinbutterfly: The Truths We Make m • ~12,000 words (BrianSchechter/Gerard, R) - alana2x1: Surprise m • 1838 words (Frank/Gerard, PG-13) Panic At The Disco - moku_youbi: Can We Fast Forward m • 6,640 words (Brendon/Spencer, NC-17) - imshay: You hate me. m • 934 words (Brendon/Ryan, Gabe/William, PG-13) - prompting_dru: Lost m • 646 words (Brendon/Ryan, PG-13) - rosebeast: we'll do what married people do m • 1465 words (Brendon/Spencer, PG) - sunsetmog: Here at the Right Time m • 52,000 words (Brendon/Spencer, NC-17) The Academy Is - allyndra: Pete Wentz is the Only Reason We're Dating m • 2,774 words (JonasBrothers, KevinJonas/MikeCarden, PG-13) Multi-band (3+ bands) - piecesof_reeses: How to Survive a Recession m • 42,000 words (Brendon/Spencer, Gabe/William, Cash/Singer, Frank/Gerard, Ashlee/Patrick/Pete, NC-17) [PATD, CS, TAI, TC, FOB, MCR] ART AND COMICS - brille: Fanart for justthismorning's "Would You Lie With Me (and Just Forget the World)" m • (Gen, NotRated) [PATD] ICONS AND GRAPHICS - bea_graphics: 51 Icons m • [PATD, FOB, TAI, MCR] - arustedsmile: P!ATD Banners and Icons m • [PATD] - bea_graphics: 7 Icons m • [PATD] VIDS - forevercamisado: Two Is Better Then One m • (Brendon/Ryan) [PATD] - behind_the_sea1: Fall For You m • (Brendon/Ryan) [PATD] FANMIXES AND PODFIC - ivesia19: Audiofic of Reverberations m • (PG-13) [PATD] PICSPAMS - mikeyway_daily: Pic Spam Time! m • [MCR] - failboatsinlove: Picspam: Brazil m • [PATD] - mikeyway_daily: continuing the 200 watchers excitement! m • [MCR] RECS - beachan18_recs: 4 Panic Recs m • [PATD] CHALLENGES - bandom_calendar: Bandom Calendar 2009? m - failboatsinlove: Halloweenfest Masterlist m • [PATD] - anon_lovefest: Post #86 m Please send us your bandom links! Comment on this post, tag a link in delicious.com with a "for:dotcoms_refresh" tag, or send an email with subject line "Newsletter Submission" to: dotcoms.refresh @ gmail.com (2 Comments |Comment on this)
mock_the_stupid [ ringohavabanana ]	8:01p	I work in a grocery store doing price change, which is anything related to the prices of things or the labels on the shelf. On Halloween my boss decided to put all the candy on for half off. I changed all the prices and printed out new labels. The labels had the item description and the original price on top, and on the big yellow dangly part of the label it had the new price in big numbers. If you squinted, just above the new price it said 'Manager's Special'. As I was hanging the new labels a very concerned looking customer approached me. "Excuse me," she said, pointing to the small bit of text. "Is this price only for your managers?" Why yes, miss. Our new advertising strategy is to show the general public all the amazing perks of being a grocery store manager. The candy sells much faster when it's cheaper for people other than our customers. (22 Comments |Comment on this)
i_hates_you [ pixiestixgirl ]	9:46p	KLOKTOBERFEST WINNERS ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) (8 Comments |Comment on this)
i_hates_you [ zsomeone ]	6:37p	The Accidental Guitarist ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) (8 Comments |Comment on this)

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